shooting_star95's Xanga

hmm

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 03:18:43 GMT

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Tue, 27 May 2008 21:39:01 GMT

My mom won't let me go anywhere because my dad gave the wrong description of people to her -_-'

why..?

Sat, 24 May 2008 01:58:00 GMT

why is there so much hate and racisim in the world? why do people hate others because they are different? why are so many people ignorant and close-minded?

answer these questions and you'll be my hero forever :]

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Wed, 21 May 2008 02:25:47 GMT

I hate my second period teacher

Out of Shape

Sun, 18 May 2008 03:37:03 GMT

Today we went swimming and i got so freakin tired. I was breathing hard after swimming one lap. It was then that i realized how out of shape i am. I really need to get off the computer and run a little sometimes T_T

My friend's brother tried to drown me

T_T

Names?

Sat, 17 May 2008 01:06:27 GMT

So there are a few people in one of classes who know my name but they don't call me by it -_-. Do they think i liked being called "Asian Girl" or "Little Asian Girl"? You know how many asian girls are in the school[although i AM the only one in my class >.<]? I call you by your name, call me by mine

Plus today i found out another thing to hate about myself. The guy i was talking about in the first paragraph said I had weird feet ["The little asian chick has weird feet"]. Wtf? Who stares at feet? And about the name thing again, my name isn't "The little asian chick" -_-'

Yesterday i was super emotional/pissed off. [Not mentioning any names] Yes i guess you did kind of had a right to yell at me yesterday, but just because i joined your club [which is actually shared between you and the vice president anyways -_-] does not mean you can tell me what to do. I can join other clubs too, they don't go ballistic on me for skipping a meeting or two. And on that day i wasn't even planning on skipping the meeting, i was going to HALF AND HALF. I didn't hear you say "Go to the meeting first". And besides, why are we watching dramas, if we wanted to watch dramas we would have started an "Asian Dramas" club.

During sixth period i started crying after you yelled at me. Strangely enough it wasn't your yelling that made me cry [my mom yelled at me the night before and maybe i hadn't gotten over the shock? [Despite her yelling at me every month or so, it still catches me off guard]] It was the fact that i thought your yelling caused someone else to be mad at me. I don't know if she was or not but feeling alone isn't a very nice feeling :[

And everytime you talk to me does it have to be so sarcastic? Every word you speak to me is like a freakin stab in my heart [for some reason it reminds me of my own mom's nagging and scratchy voice]. Even when i don't do anything wrong you'll have to be on my back all the time >.<. Must you act like a dictator in the club? You're a "president" not a dictator. If people want to watch death note, let them watch death note. If people want to do other clubs, let them do other clubs. And i know you'll probably never read this, but you don't know how badly i want to scratch out my face on the picture for the yearbook

Pelting tennis balls + pain

Thu, 15 May 2008 02:39:58 GMT

I've been praticing and getting better at tennis :D
although today at first we were pelting tennis balls at each other >.<...
pain

plus, my tailbone freakin hurts. I don't know why, i think i've been sitting on it too much XD

I've been more stressed lately because of summer school and these retarded classes. I've been so tired lately, i wanna quit school XD...

*in pain*

Guardian angel♥

Tue, 13 May 2008 20:42:23 GMT

Sometimes I wonder if anybody is ever watching over you and helping you from time to time..

I would be your guardian angel if you asked

♥ I will never let you fall

Nothing much to say here..

Mon, 12 May 2008 20:40:20 GMT

people have to stop hating [although i'm very hypocritical for saying this]

Self-esteem and the world

Thu, 08 May 2008 21:53:49 GMT

I've recently realized that confidents people seem to attract more people then us nonconfident people. So now i'm wondering, does self-esteem make you more pretty? Is that why i'm really ugly? Because my esteem is as low as Death Valley? Maybe more people could stand me if i wasn't so negative all the times or stop wallowing in my own pity.

Or maybe people are just stupid. Maybe some people need something to take out on to fill up their own self esteem? But it doesn't work so they just keep annoying other people until they feel better [which they never will].

I'm so tired of hearing people say annoying crap all day. If you don't know the person you shouldn't even be judging them or anything...do you even know the name of the person you're laughing at? Why do we make fun of people? Just because they look or act different?

Do the world a favor and stop being annoying shittards who have no life but to sit there and make fun of every fucking person that passes by. Stop killing other people's self-esteem

And speaking of the world, i wonder what our world would be like in eighty years? Will we ever survive in eighty years? I know some people are preventing our world for being a inhospitable hellhole, but not enough. Do your part, community service or spead the world. I know everybody tells you "If everyone person does something kind then it could go a long way" but it is true. You could pick up a piece of litter or help educate young kids minds [don't warp them] and many things could happen

I'll stop rambling on now, besides, i have to do homework XD...